Between October 2015 and April 2017 I had 5 babies born into Heaven. I love each one of them and I feel their absence. I loved being their mama and I look forward to reuniting with them when that day comes.

I was diagnosed with a blood clotting disorder that is believed to be linked to recurrent miscarriage. When my doctor explained that this is a genetic condition that I was born with, I asked how it could be that my first daughter came into the world. The doctor gave a quick answer.

She’s a miracle.